The Soul Crossing book is currently in edit - Available in 2020.
What others are saying -
"Bright blasts of mystical wisdom reminiscent of Emily Dickinson"
Doug Mcgill - Founder / Rochester Meditation Center
I Know Who You Are (Lyrics - awaiting music)
In sadness, in silence
I know who you are
Try to run from the whispers
But you never get far
And I’ve met all your demons
I’ve seen where they hide
I know that you feed them
And I understand why
[Transition/Chorus]
But I think that there's more
It's just hidden from sight
I guess maybe we find it
When the moment is right
[End Trans]
In satin and shadows
I know where you’ve been
Always diving for covers
As the night crashes in
& I heard the confession
From your small crowd of sins
I was there at the temple
As you ushered them in
[Transition/Chorus]
But I'm sure that there’s more
Somewhere deep in the night
Where the secrets all go
When the moon is too bright
[End transition]
And the dark-hooded thief
That ran off with your smiles
Well, I know where he lives
(&) why he’s living in style
Yes, I stood by the gallows
With your future in doubt
And I heard all the screams
That could never get out
[Transition/Chorus]
But I know that there’s more
It just waits in the night
I guess maybe alone
It’s afraid of the light
[End transition]
Endless Flight
Complete dependence, the soul's release
Temptation and pain, the guiding forces
A jagged path that leads to peace
Through sacred lands go untamed horses
Panting struggles on perilous hills
Workers enslaved by works, at birth
And storms that breed the earthly thrills
Now wash the trail of crumbling earth
Collapse, despair, the throbbing terror
As hooves sink deep in earthly pain
The gasps of lungs that thirst for air
But find instead, the blackened rains
Unconscious mouths then drink of wine
Now flowing from a distant world
Revealing man to the divine
And to divinity, the soul unfurled
Deathly shudders release the spirit
Now swirling in the morning light
The weakened soul, drawing near it
Collapses into endless flight
I AM
I am a secret that I couldn't keep
The dreams of the dreamer who talks in his sleep
Safe but unseen in the depths of the night
I am the shadow that runs for the light
I am the answer, still trying to learn
The reason that fire can never be burned
Born into riches, like the prodigal son
I wander the earth as if I have none
Naked and hungry, I cover the land
In search of a beggar with a mirror in his hand
He knows who I am
He knows who I am
The Prisoner
The soul has a wondrous story to tell
Of an innocent child locked deep in a cell
He's told he is sentenced because he is broken
A verdict returned before he had spoken
With the judge and the jury thinking they knew
That acceptance demands you mustn't be you
They left him in darkness, trying to find
A kingdom existing solely in mind
The child is most patient, his sentence not death
He'll wait here in silence, a voice without breath
He knows they'll return since peace is forbidden
To those seeking treasure beyond where it's hidden
They'll search for their kingdom but won't understand
That the key to its entrance is here in his hand
In time they will tire with a weariness of mind
And then in their depths, his secret they'll find
Returning at once, with contrition and pleas
But all that he asks, is the trading of keys
Kingdom of Soul
The soul has penned a tale of a kingdom deep inside
A land that's not for sale, where peace and joy reside
It's not a gentle place, the soil there must be tilled
We need some empty space, in order to be filled
Could I truly bear the cost, for me it seemed to great
So I wandered with the lost, in circles round the gate
But my legs had grown so weak, with hunger prowling near
So my soul had come to speak, if I had come to hear
She told me she had tried to lead me back her way
With tender words she cried, 'just look how much you pay'
'You can't outrun the pain, for when you try to flee
It finds you once again, to bring you back to me'
'For pain had come to call with a golden key in hand
By walking through it all, it opens to this land'
She said the choice was mine, there was no easy way
Like running from a fine, in either case you pay
'But if you bear the cost, you'll get more than you know
You'll never wander lost, no matter where you go'
So I hunted down the fear and made the costly deal
It's now so very clear, this kingdom that I feel
I see the pearly gates, and have the golden key
In wonder she awaits, it's such a sight to see
White and Turbid Wake
(Line form Moby Dick)
"I leave a white and turbid wake"
Cast my fate upon the stars
Not sure why I’ve given chase
Or just what the dangers are
Might be a white whale or a ghost
Might roam the forest or the sea
Might raise a dagger or a toast
To the deepest parts of me
It’s the night that leads me on
As it cloaks the mystery
Is it the moon now or the dawn
That’s the greater friend to me
[Chorus Goes Here or after 2nd set of vs.]
It’s been months now since I sailed
But it feels like years to me
Guess time crawls when you’re jailed
(Or) when you’re not who you want to be
Is that a shadow in the night
Yeah, perhaps the time is here
I could tell if I had more light
I could see without the tears
I leave a white and turbid wake
Heading for a vast unknown
It’s a call I can’t forsake
I can feel it in my bones
[Chorus Goes Here]
Emily
Because I could not stop for death
He kindly stopped for me
It wasn't quite my time just yet
But he left with Emily
I still feel his hands, & I know his plans
Haven't changed much to this day
& I'm pretty sure that there is no cure
For the ones that get away
Chorus /
Oh, sweet soul, you're finally free
But you're still here with me //
On the carriage ride, once you're inside
The journey isn't all that long
Where you're going to, it depends on you
You won't hear that in a song
But I think you'll find that the night is kind
& much lighter than the day
As the carriage fades & they pull the shades
I bet they're laughing to this day
(Bridge)
The sun will rise & the sun will set
It's never about how far you get
It's 'bout who you love on the way
You have not lived in vain //
[Chorus Again]
Poetry.....
It's a question that starts...
In the depths of our hearts...
Where the pain's paired with word...
That it finally be heard...
By the heavens above...
That it may ask of love...
"Why must you remain,
Both healer and pain?"
Something I’ve Lost
I feel like I’m looking for something I’ve lost
It’s vague and its shy but the scent fills the air
Yet there’s always a void that I can’t get across
Seems like everyone else is already there
It feels like I’m losing, whenever I win
Like the game that we’re playing, (it) just isn’t mine
The curtain goes up and its showtime again
But I can’t act the part, no one gave me the lines
[Chorus Will Go Here]
Not sure why I'm searching for meaning at all
Never comes into focus, it's never quite clear
When you wait by the phone, seems like nobody calls
And the louder I question, the less I can hear
I feel like a pilgrim, can’t find my way home
And all of the streets, they no longer have names
Some look familiar, and some are unknown
But they never lead back, not the way that I came
Chorus Again
The Tragically Blessed
The lame and the wicked
Left minding the store
The old hound of heaven
Asleep by the door
The artists, and poets
The sultans of strange
Are handing out treasure
While begging for change
[Chorus will go here]
The terminally gifted
The tragically blessed
No crime's been committed
But still they confess
The light in the darkness
The yin to the yang
Just fill the blank canvass
With a bloody red stain
[Chorus Again]